Ok, major rant coming up.
Today the right side of my face is pulled up into a smirk and is tremoring. It's been doing it since this morning and is not very painful.
My head in being pulled down and to the right side and is so stiff and also very painful.
My back is all contorted and the muscle under my shoulder blade is so tight....
I am in so much pain right now. And there isn't a effing thing I can do about it!
TODAY, I HATE PD!!!
And my poor husband. I can't tell him how awful I am feeling today. I have been so sick and sore lately. He has been so patient but I can see it is wearing on him.
WHY DID I HAVE TO HAVE THIS??? WHY CAN'T I JUST BE NORMAL AGAIN???
I am trying so hard not to feel sorry for myself. I know it is wasted time and energy but today I just can't do it.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
toodles.
About Me
- TheatreChick93
- Massachusetts, United States
- I am 41 years old. I have been married to my husband for 15 years. We have a son who was born in April 1996. We live in Central Massachusetts with our dog Maggie (a black lab we adopted from the animal rescue league) and our cat Sam (a stray that adopted us) I graduated from college with a BFA in Theatre in 1993 (hence the name) and for a few years pursued a career as an actress. Then life took over and I got married, had a baby and decided to get a "real" job. In November 2004, I was diagnosed with Young Onset Parkinson's disease. In December 2004, I was hospitalized for surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy. In December 2009, I was laid off from my job. In June 2010, my son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at the age of 14. Stick around to see what happens next!
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