We've been on vacation the past two weeks and unfortunately for the last 5 days I've been terribly sick with strep throat. I've had a fever and havne't been able to eat or drink anything and can barely sleep.
I know this sucks for him but it's not my fault Im sick. I've tried really hard not to ask him to do anything for me. I've been taking care of myself. Today I asked him if he could pick me up some milk. He got all pissed at me. When I asked him what was wrong, he said he was just tired of the whole thing...meaning me being sick. I've apologized several times, I've told him to go out with B somewhere without me. I don't what the heck I am suppose to do??
He's been pissed off for weeks now. I don't know what is going on in his head but it scares me. He is either going to have a heart attack or he is going to leave us. I'm not sure which. I wish he would just talk to me or someone about it.
He hasn't even asked me once the past five days how I am feeling... He's being such an AH.
About Me
- TheatreChick93
- Massachusetts, United States
- I am 41 years old. I have been married to my husband for 15 years. We have a son who was born in April 1996. We live in Central Massachusetts with our dog Maggie (a black lab we adopted from the animal rescue league) and our cat Sam (a stray that adopted us) I graduated from college with a BFA in Theatre in 1993 (hence the name) and for a few years pursued a career as an actress. Then life took over and I got married, had a baby and decided to get a "real" job. In November 2004, I was diagnosed with Young Onset Parkinson's disease. In December 2004, I was hospitalized for surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy. In December 2009, I was laid off from my job. In June 2010, my son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at the age of 14. Stick around to see what happens next!
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Day 5 of vacation
I still need to pack for the cape. We leave tomorrow and I haven't packed a thing. I haven't even finished doing all the laundry. I am sure it will get done.
I've been tired that last few days. Not tired like when I couldn't sleep but my body is tired. I get fatigued really easily. I hope it gets better. I don't want it to ruin our vacation.
I've felt weird that last few day....female wise. I feel like I have cramps and I am going to get my period. But, I just had my period. My (.)(.)'s hurt too. My cycle is so fucked up these days. I don't know what to do.
I still think about having a baby. I can't seem to let it go. I wish I could. I really wish I could. But it keep seeping back into my thoughts. I just keep praying for it to go away or for it to at least happen.
UGH!
P and I are still at each others throats. I hope that ends soo nto
I've been tired that last few days. Not tired like when I couldn't sleep but my body is tired. I get fatigued really easily. I hope it gets better. I don't want it to ruin our vacation.
I've felt weird that last few day....female wise. I feel like I have cramps and I am going to get my period. But, I just had my period. My (.)(.)'s hurt too. My cycle is so fucked up these days. I don't know what to do.
I still think about having a baby. I can't seem to let it go. I wish I could. I really wish I could. But it keep seeping back into my thoughts. I just keep praying for it to go away or for it to at least happen.
UGH!
P and I are still at each others throats. I hope that ends soo nto
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