I still need to pack for the cape. We leave tomorrow and I haven't packed a thing. I haven't even finished doing all the laundry. I am sure it will get done.
I've been tired that last few days. Not tired like when I couldn't sleep but my body is tired. I get fatigued really easily. I hope it gets better. I don't want it to ruin our vacation.
I've felt weird that last few day....female wise. I feel like I have cramps and I am going to get my period. But, I just had my period. My (.)(.)'s hurt too. My cycle is so fucked up these days. I don't know what to do.
I still think about having a baby. I can't seem to let it go. I wish I could. I really wish I could. But it keep seeping back into my thoughts. I just keep praying for it to go away or for it to at least happen.
UGH!
P and I are still at each others throats. I hope that ends soo nto
ramblings of a 38 year old woman who has come to terms with secondary infertility and young onset parkinson's disease and is now embarking on a major weight loss journey.
About Me
- TheatreChick93
- Massachusetts, United States
- I am 41 years old. I have been married to my husband for 15 years. We have a son who was born in April 1996. We live in Central Massachusetts with our dog Maggie (a black lab we adopted from the animal rescue league) and our cat Sam (a stray that adopted us) I graduated from college with a BFA in Theatre in 1993 (hence the name) and for a few years pursued a career as an actress. Then life took over and I got married, had a baby and decided to get a "real" job. In November 2004, I was diagnosed with Young Onset Parkinson's disease. In December 2004, I was hospitalized for surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy. In December 2009, I was laid off from my job. In June 2010, my son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at the age of 14. Stick around to see what happens next!