Ok, usually I am the Christmas Queen. I live for decorating. I go all out. It is my favorite time of the year.
This year, I could care less......
I have absolutely no desire to do anything. I have not joy in it.
Maybe it's this depression that's causing it...I don't know.
B is all confused. He usually gets into it with me. He keeps asking...when are we going to hang the ornaments, when are you going to decorate the tops of the kitchen cabinets, can we make cookies??
I feel guilty.
I am going to try really hard to do it today. Maybe if I push myself, I'll find that spirit along the way.
We have my company holiday party tonight. I was looking forward to it a few weeks ago when i said we'd go. Today, I am just so blah about it. ho Hum...
Bleck...and Bah Humbug!
Toodles.
About Me
- TheatreChick93
- Massachusetts, United States
- I am 41 years old. I have been married to my husband for 15 years. We have a son who was born in April 1996. We live in Central Massachusetts with our dog Maggie (a black lab we adopted from the animal rescue league) and our cat Sam (a stray that adopted us) I graduated from college with a BFA in Theatre in 1993 (hence the name) and for a few years pursued a career as an actress. Then life took over and I got married, had a baby and decided to get a "real" job. In November 2004, I was diagnosed with Young Onset Parkinson's disease. In December 2004, I was hospitalized for surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy. In December 2009, I was laid off from my job. In June 2010, my son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at the age of 14. Stick around to see what happens next!
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