Title has nothing to do with my post. Just thought of it. It was a line from a play I did in college. I can't even remember the name of the play. I played an eccentric old woman name Lucricia. It was an odd play. As were most of the plays I did in college.
I'm doing ok. Not great but ok. I've been dealing with depression the last two weeks. Kind of scary depression that I haven't had in years. I'm fighting it but it's hard. I am still coming to terms with all that has happened this year. Losing the baby and my PD. It's hard. I hope that I get to a point someday where I can accept it and then live life to the fullest. Right now I just have a hard enough time getting up in the morning.
P and I have been fighting a lot lately. He's tired, I know. He does so much. It must be so hard on him but he just keeps plugging along. But, he's edgy lately. And with me being edgy, it doesn't make for a happy couple. I know it's only temporary but it still sucks. I like it better when we are happy.
Well, must get back to work now. Vacation is two weeks away! I can't wait.
Toodles.
About Me
- TheatreChick93
- Massachusetts, United States
- I am 41 years old. I have been married to my husband for 15 years. We have a son who was born in April 1996. We live in Central Massachusetts with our dog Maggie (a black lab we adopted from the animal rescue league) and our cat Sam (a stray that adopted us) I graduated from college with a BFA in Theatre in 1993 (hence the name) and for a few years pursued a career as an actress. Then life took over and I got married, had a baby and decided to get a "real" job. In November 2004, I was diagnosed with Young Onset Parkinson's disease. In December 2004, I was hospitalized for surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy. In December 2009, I was laid off from my job. In June 2010, my son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at the age of 14. Stick around to see what happens next!
