Ok, so I didn't sleep so well last night. Or, at least I feel like I didn't. I am so exhausted today. I can barely function...but I do function because I don't have a choice. I would like nothing more than to just stay at home and sleep. I get so frustrated that I can't seem to balance it all. Work & home life...it's either one or the other. I don't have the energy to do both.
I am really hoping that I'll get my CPAP machine soon. I just want to sleep!! I know that if I can get some good quality sleep then things will be better. Right now, life is just so overwhelming.
I don't know what the heck is going on with my period either. I still haven't really gotten it. I got 4 neg HPT's last week. I am wondering if I should do another or if I should just wait it out. I feel so weird. My boobs are killing me, I feel crampy and I soooooo moody. Today I felt really sick to my stomach, same thing happened to me yesterday. I just don't know what to think. I should probably call the OB GYN Dr. K but I just dread seeing yet another dr about something.
Tomorrow is Friday, THANK GOD! The weekend is almost here. I live for the weekends... I can sleep on the weekends. We're suppose to get together with L & K on Sat and go to a BBQ at my bosses house on Sunday. Hopefully the weather will cooperate!
Ok, back to work now.
ramblings of a 38 year old woman who has come to terms with secondary infertility and young onset parkinson's disease and is now embarking on a major weight loss journey.
About Me
- TheatreChick93
- Massachusetts, United States
- I am 41 years old. I have been married to my husband for 15 years. We have a son who was born in April 1996. We live in Central Massachusetts with our dog Maggie (a black lab we adopted from the animal rescue league) and our cat Sam (a stray that adopted us) I graduated from college with a BFA in Theatre in 1993 (hence the name) and for a few years pursued a career as an actress. Then life took over and I got married, had a baby and decided to get a "real" job. In November 2004, I was diagnosed with Young Onset Parkinson's disease. In December 2004, I was hospitalized for surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy. In December 2009, I was laid off from my job. In June 2010, my son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at the age of 14. Stick around to see what happens next!