So the last two days have be terrible. I am not sleeping barely at all now. My entire body just hurts. I feel like I have masive PMS but I dont' know what the heck is going on with my body in that respect. I am so moody, so tired and just so plain miserable.
I want to just curl up in a ball somewhere and not move. I am so tired...just so unbelievably tired.
I am beyond know what to do anymore. I am so close to getting this stupid CPAP machine. I thought I would have it today but, of course, like everything else with this, the paperwork got screwed up! So, now I won't see the quy until Monday. UGH!! I had a mni meltdown at work today. I think I am doing one heck of job of keeping it together but when I found out it would be Mon I got so upset. I so just want to sleep. Please GOD let this work. I am sooooooo tired.
I am, of course, taking this out on everyone around me. Poor B. I don't know if he really understands. I am so short with him. I have NO patience.
Please GOD let this CPAP machine work for me. I just want to be able to sleep...just sleep...that's all I want is to sleep....
About Me
- TheatreChick93
- Massachusetts, United States
- I am 41 years old. I have been married to my husband for 15 years. We have a son who was born in April 1996. We live in Central Massachusetts with our dog Maggie (a black lab we adopted from the animal rescue league) and our cat Sam (a stray that adopted us) I graduated from college with a BFA in Theatre in 1993 (hence the name) and for a few years pursued a career as an actress. Then life took over and I got married, had a baby and decided to get a "real" job. In November 2004, I was diagnosed with Young Onset Parkinson's disease. In December 2004, I was hospitalized for surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy. In December 2009, I was laid off from my job. In June 2010, my son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at the age of 14. Stick around to see what happens next!
